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Saturday, September 14, 2013

Idle Ideal ideas

It's Saturday Morning. I know that the blog will date the post automatically, but I still write it because I want it in the routine. In essences, this is a log mashed with a... what? Bulletin? Is that where blogs came from? Never mind. Back to the topic. Focus. If we can't focus at the task at hand then the information river will swamp us away in its glacial bog flow.

I woke up thinking creatively. HA. As a recent NPR show reminded me, the intervals between the Spaces are when these thoughts come. They'd be too disruptive if they came with each new chunk of information. Is that how some form of autism disrupts? Never mind. Back to the topic. Focus.

I woke up with geometry in my head. I've been trying to earn some money on the side as a tutor and there are a lot of post wanting personalized teaching for math. I reply to all the subjects that I qualify for, but I've yet to get a single reply! They've either found someone better or didn't really know what they wanted and was wasting my time with their post. I'd like to think the former. It's the same with a job search. Are all these automated services, mostly through Taleo and Brassring, just wasting our time or do they truly find someone better than us for the company.com. It's probably random, but randomness doesn't motivate. OK. Focus.

I used to play Dungeons & Dragon (D&D). The primordial game for gamers. Do you remember too? If you are here or there playing, you're probably the type. In D&D we wanted different probabilities so we had different sided dices. Instead of the normal gambling dices that have six sides and a cube shape, we also had a four sided dice in a pyrimidal shape (there must be a geometry name for a pyrimid with another triangle as a base instead of a square, but I am trying to write without internet to force myself to stay focus, so I can't look it up).  The geometry of the dices went all the way up to a 20-side dice. What was that used for?  I remember that a magic user got to roll only a 4-side dice to determine her hit points! Only a max of 4?! And this was the same for physical attacks! Still, the appeal was at higher levels her abilities were not capped. If she became a powerful enough wizard she could destroy the entire Universe and there would be no more games to play. Focus.

The geometry of the dice associates with probability. Understanding probability allows us to manage risk and mitigate Black Swan events. I realized that the normal probability for a simple gambling dice does not include Black Swan event of the dice staying on its edge. Wouldn't be cool to see a dice land and stay on its edge?! We might never see it happen but it could happen. We would roll the dices and it should have been snake-eyes but one dice didn't flatten into a two dimensional readout. It stayed on its edge. The normal probability for a six sided dice would be 1:6 for any number. But in "three" dimension, without the strong effect of gravity, but instead a weak effect of gravity, the probability would begin to include the edges.  There are 12 edges to a 6-sided dice. In reality, the probability would be the major (1:6) + minor (1:12) depending upon how strong gravity is and how sharp the edges are.  If the edges are true lines then (1:12) never happens, but if the edges are in fact planes/surfaces then (1:12) happens with some frequency.  In a weaker gravitational field (do these exist?! Not the example here, where falling dice and falling table are still under the same strength gravity) the falling dice might have a better chance at stabilizing on an edge surface. Where does all this take me? No where. It was how I spent a weekend morning. But maybe a real mathematician or physicist with ideal idle time during this extended restructuring might start doodling with it and come up with something interesting. Or not.

We all know that a lot of Americans spend the weekends watching Football and a lot of the World spends the weekend watching Football, and the New.Brit.Indi.Australiapus hominids watch crickets chirp. And some like to do random mob flashes on the weekend for TED talks. I like to eat breakfast and share the not so random memes that percolates through the heat of the week to finally spurts out in bold flavors during interspersed weekend Space s.


空閒理想想法
Idle Идеальный идеи
مبتعد أفكار مثالية
आदर्श विचारों निष्क्रिय  

Sunday, September 08, 2013

Uncle restructured

I am here with you.

I am with my Uncles and Aunts.

Weren't we here just a few years ago, engineers with degrees and best employee awards? Wasn't it suppose to be like a family? The good son and daughter, the good student, the hard working employee in the family owned aerospace business.

Who's fault is it? Short-sighted workers or lazy, avarice leadership?

I don't know. I only know I am at the local bakery, drinking bottomless coffee, writing to clear my head before I jump into the madness again. This yearly ritual of looking for yet another job.

Where does it go, this constant restructuring? I cannot help but buy more services from India, or tools from China until they also restructure their labor market. I am hunkering down for the extended recovery.

What will we do when we riot? Do we wait until we billions become restless? We need a Great Wall Project now! The shuffle of a billion feet is frightening, each pair carries a sharp tongued month, and tiny cheating hands. There is be no magic pill to ease human suffering, no novel technology to change biology.

I watch people race on the freeway like packs of wild dogs chasing prey. That instinct, I know it. I need it too, but not on the freeway. For brief saltatory moments our primordial brain is happy, motivated, and has a sense of accomplishment. In exchange the system gets plasticity and we get more highway deaths, more gas being burned to get us somewhere five minutes faster, on average.

I don't know.

I'm just some dude.




我們將做什麼 
當我們騷亂
我們將做什麼

當我們開始互相殘殺
有十億微小謀殺溢出一條河流


 

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